well its not like anyone reads this anyways, but i feel so upset. latley i just dont feel like anything. i dont feel happy but i dont feel sad. i just feel lost.

and i also feel like people are giving up on me because i dont feel like doing anything. i dont feel like hanging out with people or really talking to anyone.

another thing that kinda bugs me is how shy i've become. when i moved from ohio i have many people that i thought were my friends, who know wont even talk to me: flat out ignore me. and here i feel like i have few friends, and many just graduated and im kinda afraid that they'll forget about me.

maybe im just giving up on myself.


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" On this bed I lay. Losing everything,I can see my life passing me by.
Was it all too much,or just not enough? Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare! " - Time of Dying by Three Days Grace.